Thursday, July 21, 2022

Spoiled At An Early Age, I Miss The Comfy Old Station Wagons!

Spoiled At An Early Age, I Miss The Comfy Old Station Wagons! ~ Does that mean that I am family oriented, a family man?  Works for me.

I got out of the Air Force in late June 1958 in Denver, traveled by train to California, arriving on my birthday, July 23, 1958, and a week later accepted a job as a Computer Test Technician for Burroughs Corporation.

A year or so later, now a new Computer Field Engineer - in late 1959, my family and I began our cross-country car trip, via Denver to her parents - via Fort Riley Army Base, Kansas, to visit my wife's brother, via Alabama to visit my family, and eventually to Norfolk, Virginia, where I was a Field Engineer on the Burroughs B-220 computer system at the Norfolk Naval Supply Depot.

On our trek across country, our girls were 4 1/2, 6, and 7 years old and with our Buick station wagon back seat down like you see in the photo collage, with lots of padding, blankets, etc., our girls had a mobile play room during the day and a mobile bedroom when we traveled later in the evening, which I like to do.

We bought a removable luggage rack for the top of our Buick to keep what we did not need during the day - and with happy faces we began our trip on beautiful Route 66 via Albuquerque.  Younger folks who never traveled Route 66 when it was known as The Mother Road, a name coined by John Steinbeck in his novel "The Grapes of Wrath" have missed a major highlight of life.  

I have so many, many memories of Route 66, for it allowed us to drive through American cities, large and small - instead of just rushing past them on the later built freeway and interstate highway systems.


On some days, since were not in a hurry - we would stop early, get hotel rooms, and get dressed to go out to dinner in style.   I cannot tell you how often folks in those restaurants commented on how pretty and well manner our girls were for such young children.  Made mommy and daddy very happy and put a big smile on our faces.

There is nothing like traveling family style in a comfortable station wagon - and they call moving away from that progress?  What has happened to our family values?

Once settled in Norfolk, come Christmas season, we once again jumped in our trusty Buick station wagon and headed south for Christmas in Alabama.  On this trip we also had our Coleman portable cooking stove and utensils - and let me tell you food never tasted better. 

We left Norfolk before breakfast with a plan.  We drove west for about a hundred miles and by then it was time for breakfast. We found a picnic area, set up our camping stove - and I think I ate about half a dozen eggs and comparable sausage and bacon.  Now that is living.  Then we headed south to Alabama.


After spending Christmas with my family, we reversed our route and headed north toward home.  One evening no matter how hard we looked, we could not find a picnic area.  Finally we saw one lone picnic table on the side of the road and immediately stopped, set up our stove and utensils to have a steak dinner - and while Betty was cooking, I decided to explore.  I discovered why there was one lone picnic table.  Just behind it was a small cemetery and I guess the table was for folks visiting their loved ones.

By the time Betty had dinner ready, it was getting toward dusk - so I went to our station wagon for candles which I set up on both ends of the table.  As we were eating a steak dinner by the cemetery - I had to laugh.  Imagine folks driving by and seeing us having a steak dinner by candle light - in front of the cemetery.  Still, it was a great dinner.  And then we were on our way again.

In late 1962, we once again started our across country back to Los Angeles.  But his time in our new 1961 Chevy Corvair station wagon.  Not as big as our Buick, but still very comfortable.  Once again the girls had their mobile play room during the day, and their mobile bedroom in the evening.  This time we came back via the northern route, going through Iowa, Nebraska, and down into Denver to visit the in-laws again. 

This was a totally different experience.  Driving through those states, several experiences stick in my mind:  First, it was nearing harvest season and I was amazed as we drove past the cornfields.  The green corn stalks were about 8 foot tall and the fields went on for miles.  It was like driving past 8 foot high green walls for miles.  It was a beautiful view of the productive mid-America Breadbasket of the World.

The other experience which still makes me smile was one evening our middle daughter, Cindo, who was now about 9 years old, came up to sit with us. Remember that those cars then had bench seats, not bucket - and she could sit comfortably between her mom and me. It was early evening with a full moon, and as we were driving the moon was on the left side of the road. 

Suddenly Cindo looked up and with big eyes, asked, "How did the moon move?"  It was now on the right side of the road.  And never being one to miss a good practical joke with the kiddies, I told her, "Didn't you see me move it?"   It never dawned on her that the road had taken a left curve putting the moon on the opposite side.  But her innocence and gullibility made her such a beautiful child.


Yes, when Bob Dylan sang "The Times They Are a-Changin" -  in my heart and mind, it was not so much for the better.  Culture was changing, values were changing, life in general was changing - and seldom for the better.  Okay, I can imagine folks throwing rocks at me now, telling me, "Bill, those things were gas guzzlers!  Get with it!  Now we are working toward the new Climate Change and Green New Deal laws."   Only if your name is Joe Biden!

True those older cars needed a lot of work in the engine bay - but the overall body, comfort, and functionality of the station wagon could have been maintained.  So work on the inside and leave our comfy old station wagon way of life alone! 

Yes I am living somewhat in the past - but I still say the past was far better than a lot of the present - and I cannot even imagine the future for our secular world.  So now let's all just march off into the sunset singing America The Beautiful and God Bless America!  Works for me.

God bless, have a wonderful, blessed day,

Bill 
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Saturday, July 16, 2022

PragerU Fireside Chat Number 245 ~ Do People Divorce Too Easily?

The Two Most Debated Subjects Among Christian Believers Are Suicide And Divorce! ~  I have never committed suicide (obviously) or tried to commit suicide - but I have been divorced.  And I have married a divorced woman.

Does that please God?  Of course not, for in His Written Word, the  Bible, He makes it clear that He wants us to have successful and productive marriages and to have beautiful, healthy children.

In the Fireside Chat below, Dennis Prager discusses the subject of divorce - and he did so before with a Protestant Pastor, a Jewish Rabbi, and a Roman Catholic Priest.  Each first quoted his churches' position on divorce - but then the Jewish Rabbi and the Roman Catholic Priest both admitted that their parents had been divorced - and the Protestant Pastor shared that his brother was currently going through a divorce.

While I know that divorce displeases God, I also know from God's Word that He will not discard us into eternal hell for being divorced.  Let me share my story

In 1956 I was in the Air Force F-86 Radar/Gunsight Control System Tech School in Denver.  During that time the downtown Denver USO was my second home.  I was there virtually every night to hang out with other Air Force and Army guys, most of us away from home for the first time, and to dance with the pretty girls of Denver.  One of those girls, Betty, became very special to me - and on March 3, 1956, she and I were married.

Now here is he catch:  Betty had been married, had three daughters, and was divorced.  Soon after Betty's marriage, her new husband who had seemed like a wonderful Dr. Jekyll - soon became the not so pleasant Mr. Hyde.  Because she was Roman Catholic, Betty tried to make her marriage work - but Mr. Hyde began to make too many appearances.  So after having three beautiful little girls, Betty had to divorce him.

When I met Betty, the girls were 18 months, 3, and 4 years old - and I instantly fell in love with them.  Anytime someone tried to tell me, "Those are not your girls, they are not your flesh and blood."   And I ask those protestors, "Which is the greater love - one born in the heart - OR - one conceived in bed?"  I loved, and still love, those girls dearly because I chose to, and fell in love with them, in my heart.

At that time I was not a Christian believer, even though I had attended a Baptist church in my home town of Sheffield, Alabama, and I did not want to become a Roman Catholic.  Because of that, it was obvious we could not be married in her church - so we were married by the Justice of the Peace.

After our honeymoon in beautiful Estes Park, Colorado, and when my 30 day leave expired, I was transferred to Osan, Korea, for a year.  Even though I was not Roman Catholic and did not plan to convert (on second thought, I guess it is not converting when one is not yet a believer anyway) - I did want to learn about the Roman Catholic faith. 

Why?  For her sake and for the sake of the girls.  I went to mass with her and, and because she had vowed to raise her daughters Roman Catholic, I wanted to be able to help her teach them.  At the Greyhound Bus Station in Denver, when Betty and her mom had come to see me off on my way to Travis AFB in northern California for transport to Osan, Korea - her mom gave me a Roman Catholic Rosary and a Missal.

When I got to Osan AB, Korea, I went to the Roman Catholic Chaplin, who was a rather skinny, pale man - somewhat older, white hair, pale face - and when he put on the white garment that priest often wear when celebrating Mass - he really looked like a ghost. 

I told him my story and that I did not want to be Roman Catholic, but I wanted the help my wife raise her girls in her faith.  I asked, "Will you give me Catechism lessons."  He told me, in no uncertain terms, "Until you divorce that woman, I will not give you any lessons!"   End of my formal Roman Catholic Catechism lessons and training.  So I resolved to learn on my own and began to attend Mass on Sundays.

At the same time, Betty's experience with the Roman Catholic church was just the opposite.  There was a very laid back and nice young priest named Father Joseph, Father Joe for short.  One day Betty went to the church to talk with Father Joe and found him on the baseball diamond with a bunch of kids. 

When Betty addressed him as Father Joe, he jokingly shushed her and said in a low voice, "Don't give me away, they don't know I am a Priest!"  Of course he was joking, but you can see that he was far different from the Roman Catholic Chaplin I met in Korea.

She told him our story and sincerely asked him what she should do - should we divorce, walk away from our very happy marriage?  What should we do?

Father Joe told her, "Betty, you are already married, and from what I have seen, very happily.  Stay together, raise the girls in the church, and trust God to be merciful toward you both."  Great advise and when I returned from Korea, we did just that.

Is divorce and remarriage a sin?  Yes.  But would being divorced a second time make the first divorce less of a sin?  Does a second sin make the first okay?  We trusted God, felt that we had His mercy, and the girls, now grandmothers, are still Roman Catholic.  I am not, I am a Baptist-flavored Christian believer - but I have often communicated with the girls - and often I have shared Biblical thoughts with them, even though I have never overtly tried to convert them.

Is that the end of our story?  No, unfortunately Betty and I did divorce six years later (my fault entirely), but we remained friends, and I will admit that although we were divorced and in 1977 I married Dory - I never stopped loving Betty. 

In hindsight, that turned out better for Betty also, for the man she later married, Dan, was a very good man, provided well for her and the girls, and stayed with her until her death in 2001.  Yet, over all those years, she and I remained friends and even after we both were married again - we often spoke on the telephone.

Let me share one more memory with you.  Several years after we divorced, Betty and I talked and she told me about Dan and asked if she should marry him.  I told her, "Betty, Dan sounds like a good and very stable man. He is a successful businessman who can provide well for you and the girls. While I have mixed feelings, I sincerely believe he will make you a good husband.

And looking back over the years I see that I was right.  Yet, they say your first love is one you never forget - and I guess that is true also.

And looking back, I can see where God was working through Dory to bring me to faith in Jesus Christ.  She and I were married in 1977 and for ten years she prayed for me to become a believer.  In 1980, we went to Hawaii for a church wedding, our second wedding.  Through Dory, I eventually met Pastor Sam and Ida Lacanienta in 1987 - and through their Godly love, I did become a believer.

So while I believe Betty and I did the right thing in staying together in spite of objections - and had a love which never died - I believe God had plans for me in the Protestant faith. 

In 1985, before I was a believer, I believe it was God who pointed me toward Creative Writing classes in our local college.  Then in 1987 after I became a believer, I shared an earth worm encounter I had that day at our Bible study - and Pastor Sam told me, "Why don't you put that in writing?"

And I have been doing a Christian Writing Ministry since that eventful day.  Do I believe God intended me to have a Christian Writing ministry?  Yes, I do. I believe He orchestrated it all the way.  Thank you, Lord!

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PragerU Fireside Chat Episode Number 246 - July 14, 2022

DO PEOPLE DIVORCE TOO EASILY?

Have you ever realized that the option of divorce can be GOOD for the health of a marriage? Dennis examines several nuances of this sensitive topic including common arguments against marriage, faith & divorce, and whether a marriage can survive infidelity.

https://www.prageru.com/video/ep-246-do-people-divorce-too-easily

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And as one of my absolute favorite news anchors of the 1960s, Walter Cronkite, always signed off, I will do the same with his signature sign off, "And that's the way it is!"  In the 1960s, when we heard that, we knew we had heard the real news. 

With that, I pray that you found a number of "golden nuggets" in  this latest Fireside Chat from Dennis Prager at PragerU - which stirred deja vu moments in me and caused me to share these intimate moments with you, my Friends.

God bless, have a wonderful, blessed day,

Bill
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Monday, July 11, 2022

Two Christian Ordinances ~ "Do This In Remembrance Of Me!" ~ Do You? - Does Your Church?

This Has Been A Difficult Blog To Write  ~  Because I do not want any friend or any particular church to feel that I am targeting them.  I am just addressing an issue which is very important to me - the Two Ordinances which Jesus left for all believers:  Baptism and Communion.

I am not addressing any one church fellowship, yet I am addressing all Christian fellowships.  If these Two Ordinances were important to Jesus, they should be equally as important to us.

"DO THIS IN REMEMBRANCE OF ME!"  ~  Why do you suppose Jesus left that command for us?  Do you suppose it was just a casual suggestion?  Or maybe it was "it would be nice" if you do this in remembrance of Me? 

To the contrary, I would suggest that the Two Ordinances are more on the level of an ELEVENTH COMMANDMENT, one that would fit between the 4th and 5th commandment in the God - Man Relationships of the Ten Commandments. 

Jesus came to earth as the Incarnate God to take us from under the Law, which was only a tutor, and into the dispensation of Grace where He gave Himself as our "once for all who will believe" atoning sacrifice. 

And that is what He is asking us to remember - His birth, death, resurrection, and ascension back into heaven to sit at the right hand of God the Father - as our "once for all" atoning sacrifice (1 John 2:2) and the only Mediator between God and man (1 Timothy 2:5).
 
Rather than improving upon what the Father has already done in the Ten Commandments, Jesus gave us the Two Ordinances - Baptism and Communion.   Both of which we are to "Do In Remembrance Of Him"  (Luke 22:19, 1 Corinthians 11:24).


Let's look more closely at both Ordinances:

BAPTISM:  A once in a lifetime event.

We know that Baptism is a "once for all eternity" event in the life of all believers.  Baptism does not save us, nor does a believer dying before being baptized cause that believer to miss out on or lose his/her eternal salvation. 

Baptism is a post-believing action which all believers should do, unless an untimely death prevents it - and is done to declare to the world that you "REMEMBER" what Jesus Christ has done for YOU - that He was born in human flesh, He was crucified and died on the cross, He resurrected from death, and then He ascended into heaven - to make eternal life available to YOU. 

Baptism is not a local church ritual, nor is baptism the cause of your salvation, i.e., Baptismal Regeneration is not Biblical.  Baptism is YOUR declaration to the world that Jesus Christ is your Lord and Savior!

Is it wrong for a baptized believer to be baptized again?  No, of course not.  It is not necessary, but at times it may carry special significance.  Special events or situations may make a second baptism memorable.  For example, a Christian brother whom I have known from the 1960s when he was a very small boy, is a devout believer. 

Circa 1960 I worked with his dad at Burroughs Corporation in the company's Washington DC office - and my wife and I were close friends with his mom and dad, who had immigrated from Turkey.  His dad has passed, but my Christian brother was instrumental in leading his mom and younger brother to faith in Christ. 

Several years ago, his mom and younger brother visited her native homeland, Turkey, and realizing the Biblical significance of that land - they chose to be baptized there a second time.  We need only be baptized once - but I am sure that Jesus Christ did not have His feelings hurt when they chose to remember their relationship with Him by a second baptism in their native land.

That covers the first of the Two Ordinances, BAPTISM.  Now let's talk about the second of the Two Ordinances, COMMUNION.  How important is Communion to the Christian church?

COMMUNION:  A life-long frequent celebration of our relationship with Jesus Christ.   

Passover is one of the most revered celebrations of the Jewish faith, remembering that night in Egypt when the Holy Spirit "passed over" the homes of the Jews who believed and had put the blood of a lamb on their door posts - and bringing death into all Egyptian homes, taking the life of each first born - causing Pharaoh to finally allow the Jews to leave bondage in Egypt and seek their freedom in God.

It was at a Passover Feastwith His apostles in the Upper Room in Jerusalem that Jesus Christ instituted Christian Communion.  We find this in Luke 22:19-20, "And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, 'This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me.'  Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, 'This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.' "

That is Christian Communion, the Lord's Supper - and it obviously was, and is, very personal to Jesus Christ.  Being very personal to Him, shouldn't it be equally personal and important to you?  There can be no closer bond than Communion, the Lord's Supper, with Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior.  And that is the meaning of Christian Communion.

HOW FREQUENTLY SHOULD WE CELEBRATE COMMUNION?


How frequently should your church fellowship celebrate Communion?  Roman Catholics celebrate Communion (the Eucharist) at every mass.  Some Protestant church fellowships also have Communion at each weekly worship service - while in my experience over the past 34 years that I have been a believer, most Protestant churches celebrate Communion once each month.  The churches I have attended usually celebrate Communion on the first Sunday of each month.

The one thing we want to avoid is having Communion so often, so frequently, that it becomes a repetitious ritual - for rituals soon reach the point where they have little or no meaning, being an activity done by rote.  Weekly Communion is understandable, but I lean toward monthly Communion.  That is often enough to have true meaning, yet not so often that it becomes a ritual.

I have seen pastors who will make Communion Sunday into the full message for their worship service that day.  Which is fine, but if it is done this way too frequently, i.e., same message first Sunday of each month (same message 12 times a year) - that also could becomes a "by rote" ritual, with little meaning.

In 1 Corinthians 11:23-26 the apostle Paul explains why we should have Communion in Remembrance of Him:

"For I received from the Lord that which I also delivered to you: that the Lord Jesus on the same night in which He was betrayed took bread; (24), and when He had given thanks, He broke it and said, 'Take, eat; this is My body which is broken for you; do this in remembrance of Me.'  (25) In the same manner He also took the cup after supper, saying, 'This cup is the new covenant in My blood. This do, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of Me.'  (26) For as often as you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord's death till He comes. 

And in 1 Corinthians 11:27-29 Paul tells us that, before coming to the Lord's Communion Table, we should examine ourselves to see if we are worthy.

"Therefore whoever eats this bread or drinks this cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord.  (28) But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of the bread and drink of the cup. (29) For he who eats and drinks in an unworthy manner eats and drinks judgment to himself, not discerning the Lord's body."

It should be the individual believer's responsibility to be sure that he/she is worthy that day to be in Communion with the Lord.  It is not the pastor's responsibility, nor the elder's, deacon's, other fellowship member's, or even the denomination's responsibility to determine if a person is worthy to be in Communion with the Lord. 

For we are told in verse 28, "let a man (or woman) examine himself" - for it is when we have sinned that we most need to be in personal communion with Him.  Yet if a person has sinned and refuses to be repentant - that person is not worthy to sit at the Lord's Supper Table.  That is the meaning of that Scripture passage.

In 1 Corinthians 11:30-32 the apostle Paul is addressing the Corinthian church, and all believers, as he further explains:

"For this reason many are weak and sick among you
(the church in Corinth), and many sleep. (31)  For if we would judge (examine) ourselves, we would not be judged.  (32) But when we are judged, we are chastened by the Lord, that we may not be condemned with the world."

In his commentary on 1 Corinthians 11:30-32, Pastor David Guzik explains that Paul is referring to corrective discipline, not loss of eternal salvation if a person comes to the Lord's Supper unrepentant and unworthy of His fellowship:

b. The judgment is significant:  "For this reason many are weak and sick among you, and many sleep."  Evidently, among the Corinthian Christians, some experienced illness and some had even died as a result of God’s corrective discipline.

i. In writing eats and drinks judgment, Paul does not refer to eternal judgment, but to corrective judgment.  There is no article “the” before “judgment,” so it is not the judgment. This chastening is not a judge condemning a criminal; it is a father correcting disobedient children.

ii. As mentioned in 1 John 5:16, there is "sin leading to death," and Ananias and Sapphira in Acts 5 seem to be examples of this.  Apparently, believers can sin to the point where God believes it is just best to bring them home, probably because they have in some way compromised their testimony so significantly that they should just come on home to God.

iii. However, it is certainly presumptuous to think this about every case of an untimely death of a believer, .  .  .  . Our lives are in God’s hands, and if He sees fit to bring one of His children home, that is fine.

c. (Verse 32 tells us) We are chastened by the Lord, that we may not be condemned with the world:  This makes it clear Paul knew (that) none of the Corinthian Christians, even those who died as a result of God’s corrective judgment, had lost their salvation.  They were chastened so that they would not be condemned with the world.


In my experience, most church fellowships will celebrate Communion as the closing part of a normal worship service.  It would seem to me that if the pastor continues to share the same Communion message as a full sermon weekly or once a month, it would have a tendency to become ritualistic.  Personally I am very comfortable with Communion once a month at the closing of our normal sermon.  That allows our Communion celebration to continue to be fresh and very special.

WHO SHOULD TAKE COMMUNION:

The next question is:  "Who should take Communion?"  Believe it or not, that can become a big sticking point.  Should Communion be only for the believers within that local church fellowship?  That is called Closed Communion, meaning it is "closed to all visitors and outsiders."

Or should it be only for those believers from within your church group or denomination, i.e., in a Southern Baptist church, only believers who are Southern Baptist can celebrate Communion in your local church service.  That is called Close Communion meaning that it is only for those who are in the same denomination or church group as your local church fellowship, i.e., those believers who are closely connected with your church through a denomination or church group.

Or should the Communion celebration be for ALL believers, regardless of local church, church group, or denomination affiliation?   The big question becomes:  "When your local church fellowship invites people attending worship service that day to celebrate Communion - should visitors be excluded?"   I would suggest that ALL believers be invited to have Communion with our Lord, with no believer present excluded.

Wouldn't that seem like telling them, "We are not really sure you are a believer" or "We are not sure you are worthy?"  Who are we to tell another believer that he/she is not worthy to have Communion with the Lord?  Isn't that the meaning of 1 Corinthians 11:28?  Would not our judging their worthiness, make us unworthy?  Remember what 1 Corinthians 11:28 tells us, "But let a man examine himself,.  .  ."  It is not telling the local fellowship or pastor to judge that person - but that he must examine himself/herself.

I am firmly convinced that Jesus intended His invitation to join Him in Communion, i.e., the Lord's Supper Table, to include ALL believers and let each person examine himself/herself on their worthiness that day.  I am convinced that He included all who have believed and received Him, therefore becoming born-again believers, to join Him at His Supper Table.  That is called Open Communion, open to all believers.

However, as I have often heard pastors remind the congregation that day, if for some reason a person feels that he/she needs to resolve an issue known only to him and the Lord, before coming to the Lord's Supper Table that day, no one will look upon that person as less worshipful.

ONCE MORE, SHOULD THE LORD'S SUPPER be Open, Closed, or Close?  ~  What is the difference?  Glad you asked.  Let's take one more look:

Open Communion:  All Christian believers present at the time the Lord's Supper is celebrated, local church members and visitors, can participate in remembering Christ through receiving the elements.  The individual person determines if he/she is spiritually ready to receive the Lord's Supper.

Closed Communion:  Only members of that local church fellowship may participate in the Lord's Supper celebration.

Close Communion:  Local church members and visitors from other church fellowships in the same denomination or church group may participate in the Lord's Table celebration.

Confusing?  I agree, it can be confusing and I do not believe Jesus Christ meant to confuse, nor exclude, anyone when in Luke 22:19 we read, "He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, 'This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me.' "

I ask myself, "When Jesus 'took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, 'This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me' -  who was He addressing when 'He gave the elements to them'?"   "Them" at that time referred to His apostles who were sharing the Passover Meal with Him in the Upper Room on that particular evening. 

But when He said,"This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me" - I am convinced His "you" was addressing all believers down through the ages.

I have seen church fellowships which seldom celebrate Communion, or maybe celebrate Communion once a year or once every few years.  Yet it has been my experience that those same fellowships will Baptize new believers frequently.   Why Baptism soon - but Communion seldom or never?

 And I asked myself,  "Why do they neglect celebrating His Communion, something very important to our Lord - important enough that He tells us several times in Scripture, 'Do this in remembrance of Me' - yet those same church fellowships will, with all expediency, have Baptisms?"

Once talking with a pastor whose church had frequent Baptism, yet had only celebrated Communion two times in four years, I asked him, "In Luke 22:19 Christ tells us 'Do this in remembrance of me' - yet you do not.  Do you not remember Him?"   And that pastor friend just smiled and walked away.  End of discussion.

To the best of my understanding, there is only one reason why a truly Christian fellowship will not celebrate Communion.  Confusion, i.e., not really understanding the Ordinance of Communion or the reason for it.  Or timidity, not wanting to rock the boat.  Being affiliated with a church group or denomination which practices Closed or Close Communion - and the pastor of the local fellowship believes in Open Communion - but does not want to make waves. 

What can he do?  He can just quietly overlook Communion, hide it away, assuming local church members will not notice that they are not celebrating the Lord's Supper.   He would rather ignore Jesus Christ's Ordinance rather than upset or openly disagree with fellow pastors in their church group or denomination.  But, is that pastor or elder being true to his calling?

Personally, if I were a pastor or elder and my church group or denomination practiced Closed or Close Communion - and I know the Bible teaches Open Communion - I would take my church fellowship out of that group or denomination.  As a lay person who is convinced that Christ Openly invites ALL believers to His Supper Table - if my church fellowship is too timid to do what is Biblically right - I would have to find another home fellowship.

I pray this gives you a better understanding of the Two Ordinances given to all believers by Christ.  And that this helps you realize that the Two Ordinances are not merely suggestions - but come from the heart of Christ Himself.

God bless, have a wonderful, blessed day,

Bill

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Wednesday, July 6, 2022

It Is Amazing To View In Hindsight What God Has Done In My Life!

Yes, this blog has become a wee bit long.  So if it is too long for you, just read the first and last sections:  Skip down to:  "Our Life In Austin, Texas" and then drop down to "Summation" - those are the key thoughts which all the other paragraphs are elaborating upon.  Don't worry, no hard feelings. 

I began this blog a few weeks ago when a Christian sister and very dear hometown Friend, Patsy Congleton, told me, "Bill, you have had an interesting life."  I had not really thought about it, but her comment jogged my inner deja vu memory bank - and this blog is the result.  I thank you, Patsy - others may not.

It Is Amazing To View In Hindsight What God Has Done In My Life ~  And it is amazing how God has used people I have met along the way and circumstances to accomplish His plan for my life - even when I was not walking with Him.

In 1955 I graduated from Sheffield High School (Alabama) and with no prospect of college, I joined the Air Force with three classmates.  In the Air Force we were given a series of tests to determine which Air Force job we were best suited for - and I was assigned to go into radar/electronics training. 

I went to Lowry AFB, Denver, for Tech School on the F-86 AN/APG-30 Radar/Gunsight Control System and after 6 months of training, in 1956 I was sent to Osan AB (K55), Korea, and Tainan AB, Formosa (Taiwan), for a year.

Side note:  According to those who should know, our AN/APG-30 Radar/Gunsight Control System in the F-86 was our secret ace-in-the-hole - making it possible for our F-86 pilots to have a kill ratio of 10 to 1 over the Russian MIG during the Korean War.

On the base at Osan, the Airframe & Engine (A&E) folks being the majority, ran the squadron.  And the A&E guys had no love for those of us in the electronics field - Radar/Gunsight, Communications, etc., calling us the Whiz Kids.  There was no real animosity, or at least I did not thinks so - but a red haired A&E Tech Sergeant proved me wrong.

When my year tour of duty was up, Lowry AFB, Denver, had sent out notices that any experienced AN/APG-30 Techs wanting to return to Lowry as instructors, only needs to ask.  I asked, requesting to go back to Lowry AFB in Denver, a city I loved and where my wife's family lived, as an instructor. 

But all theA&E Tech Sergeant, who was temporarily our acting NCOIC (top man in our squadron for all enlisted personnel) could see was a Whiz Kid getting special treatment.  So my request to be allowed to return to Denver went into the trash can.  And at that time, of all the places in America I did not want to be assigned, Texas was top of my list.  He had me assigned to Bergstrom AFB in Austin, Texas.

Keep in mind that hindsight later showed that God was working in my life, even through that A&E Tech Sergeant - although he had me stationed in what I considered the worst place in America.

OUR LIFE IN AUSTIN, TEXAS:


At Bergstrom AFB I was assigned to a large F-86 squadron working on the flight line testing the Radar/Gunsight System when the planes came down from a mission.  Interesting work, but not really challenging. 

However, in my squadron we had a Technical Representative from RCA, Johnny Baldwin, whose job it was to keep us trained and up to date on the equipment, and to help in the Repair Lab when needed.  For some reason Johnny was impressed with my knowledge and ability - and without me being aware it was happening, he went to my Commanding Officer and had me transferred into the Repair Lab.

Regressing a bit, when I returned home from Korea/Formosa in April 1957, I was able to take my new wife and three beautiful young daughters to Alabama to meet my family for the first time.  After that, I went alone to Austin, Texas, to check in at Bergstrom AFB, and to start looking for an apartment for me and my young family. 

I found a 2-bedroom apartment at 808 Baylor Street, in a row of converted older, private homes.  The larger downstairs apartments were mostly older, larger families.  But the upstairs apartments in the row of converted older homes were filled with mostly young couples like Betty and me - and we all had a lot in common - being either enlisted Airmen from Bergstrom AFB or students from the University of Texas, Austin.

Our new home on Baylor Street was about a mile west of downtown Austin and the University of Texas-Austin - and about 10 miles west of Bergstrom AFB.

One young couple, Rick & Jeri, lived upstairs in the converted home next to ours - and we became close friends.  Rick was a student at the university, majoring in psychology and Jeri worked at the university as a secretary to help support them until Rick could graduate.  The four of us spent many evenings sitting on our second floor patio, engrossed in conversation.

They were a brave couple, coming from San Jose, California, driving an old Woodie station wagon pulling a trailer which held all their worldly goods.  Driving across Death Valley where the temps were usually 115 to 120 degrees - they literally had to stop almost hourly just to put water in the Woodie.  But they made it to Austin so we have to give them credit for being very determined.

Betty made the absolute best tostadas you have ever eaten, making her own salsa from scratch.  One evening she prepared two dozen for the four of us to eat while we sat on the patio talking.  The girls probably had two each - and Rick and I devoured the other twenty.  Hey, when you are deeply involved in good conversation and fellowship, time and food just seem to fly away.  Later Rick asked, "What time is it?"  And without looking at my watch, I told him, "It must be about 10 o'clock".  When I looked at my watch - it was 2:00 am.  As I said, with good conversation and good food, time flies.

Keep in mind that Betty and I, with three small children, were living on my A/2C pay, about $115 a month, plus her Air Force allotment.  We did not have a lot of money issues, but our budget was still pretty tight.  We paid $75 a month for the apartment.  So with other expenses, we had $1 a week (one dollar a week) for discretionary use.  It cost us 50 cents to take a taxi to church on Sunday mornings and we walked home, stopping in Duncan Neighborhood Park on W. 9th Street along the way for the kiddies to play. 

When we reached home, we changed into our casual clothes and went for an afternoon walk to another park where our girls could play on the playground equipment.  With 50 cents left in our discretionary funds, that was 10 cents for each of us.  Each one could choose to have a popsicle or a cola as an afternoon treat.  And that is how we spent our Sundays.  They were happy days.

Put that on top of being in Austin, Texas, during the summer - where when temps reached 100+ degrees during the day (which was most days), it cooled down to maybe 98 at night.  We only had one fan and that had to be used for our three young daughters to be able to sleep.  Betty and I slept with our patio doors open to get whatever breeze we could.

Rick, being a psychology student, conversations between Betty and Jeri eventually got around to stress that Betty felt.  Keep in mind that she was born and raised in Denver, had always been part of a large family in Denver - with her mom, step-dad, two siblings and their spouses, and many aunts, uncles, cousins, etc. - she was accustomed to a large and close family.  Moving to Austin, Texas, was her first time to have no family around. 

Add to that other stresses such as living a thousand miles from family, finances, weather, etc., and although we were very happy together, admittedly she did have some stress.  And talking with a young college age wife whose husband was a psychology student - did not help matters.        

We had lots of friends in the neighborhood - Rick & Jeri, Larry & Barbara (a young Air Force couple next door), and in the apartment next to us was Foud Tawfik and a young Egyptian university student.  Foud, who was a professor at the University of Texas and was working on his doctorate, was from Alexandria, Egypt, and as I recall he worked for the government in Egypt.

When Foud and the student first moved in, they both had cars and I did not, so I was not using my garage.  Foud asked if he could rent my garage since I was not using it.   I told him, "No, I will not rent it to you - but you can have it."  After that Foud could not do enough for us - taking us shopping, to dinner, to the lake.  He was always ready to help us. 

Interesting side point:  Foud later returned to his position in Egypt and Betty and I moved to Los Angeles where I went to work in the computer industry.  Fast forward a year or two, Foud was living in Alexandria, Egypt, and we were living in Alexandria, Virginia.  So our Christmas card went from Alexandria to Alexandria - but on opposite sides of the world.

All that said, even with good friends in our Austin neighborhood - Betty was still far away from home and family for the first time, us living in very hot and humid Austin, and living on a budget - Betty obviously felt stresses which I was not aware of - but which she could talk about to Jeri.  Jeri suggested she visit the Air Force psychologist just to talk.  So Betty made an appointment and went to the Air Force psychologist at Lackland AFB hospital in San Antonio.

Another side note:  At that time, 1957, the Air Force did not have any real psychologist or psychiatrist.  They took doctors with an MD education, gave them a 6-week crash course in psychology - and then declared, "Now you are one!  Here is your new shingle!"   Duh, not really.

Betty visited the medical doctor turned instant psychologist at the Lackland AFB hospital and after their first meeting, he asked to see me also.  The following week I went with Betty and talked to the doctor.  I shared our situation with him, not really saying it was bad - only that it could be better.  And he came up with the bright idea that, having a family and living on A/2C pay in Austin was putting a lot of stress on both Betty and me. 

Which along with other issues was true.  He suggested I take an early out from the Air Force and find work on the outside.  Actually, although I did not realize it then, that was not really a good idea at the time.  Upon leaving the Air Force, I discovered that America was on the tail end of a pretty major recession.  In Denver where we initially went to visit her family, one could not get a job washing dishes.

It was July 1958 when I took the early out and we first went to visit Betty's mom and step-dad, whom I loved dearly, in Denver.  They lived at 770 Hooker Street, about five miles southwest of downtown Denver.   We stayed with them for several weeks while I did job interviews in Denver, to no avail.   A national recession had begun in 1957 and was still causing major unemployment in July 1958. 

I interviewed with several big companies, i.e., IBM, Burroughs - and I even went by train to Camden, New Jersey, to interview with RCA for a Technical Representative position so I could follow in Johnny Baldwin's footsteps.  But having taken an early out, they felt the Air Force might hesitate to accept me back as a Technical Representative.


Being discharged in Colorado during the recession of 1958 was not the best of timing.  Not a job to be found in Denver.  But our visit with my in-laws, Lester and Grace, in Denver was a blessing. 

The outcome of that visit changed our lives
.  My mother-in-law, Grace, had a beauty shop in her basement.  One day as Grace was making a customer look nice, Betty and I visited with them.  As we were discussing job possibilities, the customer told us, "My son went to Los Angeles and found a job in one week." 

Betty's sister, Donna, her husband, Manuel, and their four children - Marilyn, Michael, Patricia, and Cheryl - lived in Los Angeles at that time, so I looked at Betty and asked, "California?"    And the next day Betty, our three girls, and I were on the Union Pacific Streamliner train heading west.  Well, sort of west.  First we went northwest to Ogden, Utah, on the Union Pacific "City of Denver" Streamliner, where we switched to the Union Pacific "City of Los Angeles" Streamliner.

During our layover in Ogden, I remembered that a friend I had known in Denver, Jo Ulmer, was from Ogden.   She had been in Denver getting her degree in nursing at the same time that I was in the Air Force Tech School at Lowry AFB.  We called her parents' home and was told that Jo had moved to San Jose, California, and was working as an RN in a hospital.  Then we were on board the "City of Los Angeles" heading southwest on the last half of our journey to the Wild West of Los Angeles.      

We arrived in Los Angeles on my 21st birthday, July 23, 1958.  And I began my search for a career in electronics.  In the Air Force I had been an Electronic Technician working on the aircraft based Radar/Weapons Fire Control System (an analog computer) in the F-86F jet fighter.  So, naturally my main thought was to extend that experience to working in the field of electronics in civilian life.

Well, let me say, I wanted a job in electronics.  However I was applying for any job which would allow me to support my family.  I borrowed my brother-in-law Manuel's old early-1950s Pontiac with no A/C (July in Los Angeles - smog city), and began making the rounds, applying wherever it might be possible to get a job. 

I applied at the LAPD Academy and, on the first Saturday, managed to be one of only 20 out of about 300 applicants to make it through to the next step, which would be the medical and personal interview to be done on the following Saturday.  During that week, I found the job I really wanted, in the computer industry and never looked back.

Just as my mother-in-law's customer said her son had done - exactly one week after arriving in Los Angeles, I had a job.  Another funny aside:  that Wednesday, as I was out and about seeking interviews, Betty's sister, Donna, told her, "I have a strong feeling that Bill will find a job today."  So when I came home with a big smile, Donna looked at Betty and told her, "See, my intuition was right."   Donna was a very positive, upbeat person - obviously with good intuition.

I began work as a Computer Test Technician for Burroughs Corporation's new commercial computer operation in Pasadena (previously Electrodata Corporation).  For about a year, I worked as a System Test Technician on the recently introduced Burroughs B-220 Computer System, a vacuum tube based computer which functioned in milliseconds and cost about one to four million dollars.  Obviously not a home computer.

Then I transferred into Field Engineering, went through months of additional training - and was assigned to work on the newly installed Burroughs B-220 computer system at the Norfolk Naval Supply Depot in Norfolk, Virginia.  Thus began our odyssey across America by car.  At the time, my family and I were living in Sun Valley, California.  The company arranged for Bekins Van Lines movers to come, pack, and pick up all our belongings - except what we would take in our 1956 Buick Century station wagon. 

The next step was to stop at Bank of America and close our bank account (no national networks then) until we were in Norfolk and could established a new account there.  Back in our car ready to start our adventure, I looked at Betty and asked her, "Do you realize that this car is our only home until we get to Norfolk?"  But that was part of the excitement. 

Then we began our adventure across this beautiful land called America - on Route 66 to Albuquerque - north to Denver onUS 85 (now Interstate 25)  to visit family - then east on US 40 (now Interstate 70) to visit Betty's brother at Fort Riley Army Base, Kansas - then south on a series of highways (now a series of Interstates and U.S. Routes, I49, US60, US63, I555, US77, I55, I240, US385, and finally US72) to Sheffield, Alabama, to visit my family.

Then on our final leg of this amazing journey, US72 to Huntsville, then a series of what is now Interstates - I75, I81, I85, to Norfolk, Virginia, where I would begin my career as an on-site Field Engineer on the Burroughs B-220 computer system at the Norfolk Naval Supply Depot.  Yes, this had been a amazing journey covering almost two months (travel time plus accrued vacation) - from Southern California to Norfolk, Virginia.

How did God's hand play in all of this?  Glad you asked. 

The recession which had lasted about two years was finally coming to an end.  And companies were just starting to hire again.  In my initial interview with Burroughs, the man interviewing me was Chuck Hill, Test Department Manager.  He ran me through some questions and electronics diagrams - and offered me a job.  The lady in Personnel told me later, "Chuck must have really liked you.  He gave you a starting salary of $2.15 an hour.  He has not given anyone else that much." 

That began my years of working for an amazing man, Chuck Hill, initially for over a year in the Test Department.  Then later when I was a Field Engineer in the Burroughs Washington DC office, he moved east and became my district manager, my boss again. 

Fast forward a few more years, I had just transferred back to Los Angeles with Burroughs, and Chuck was hired away from Burroughs with an opportunity to start a Test Department for the new Ramo Wooldridge AN/UYK-1 military computer in Canoga Park, California.  Chuck called and asked me to work for him in this new venture.  I did not hesitate, giving Chuck an immediate, definite, and positive, "YES!"

At Ramo Wooldridge, after helping start the Test Department, I became a Field Engineer, and also helped in the Training Department teaching AN/UYK-1 trouble shooting to engineers and technicians from client companies. 

In 1963 I went to Philadelphia and installed an AN/UYK-1 on board the USNS Kingsport Satellite Tracking Ship.  It controlled the antennae which tracked the Syncom 2 Satellite.  In August 1963, President John Kennedy, from Washington DC, made the first two-way satellite telephone call between heads of government, to Nigerian Prime Minister Abubakar Balewa, aboard the USNS Kingsport docked in Lagos Harbor, Nigeria.

"Okay, Bill, so where was God's hand in all of this?"  Once more, glad you asked.  My time of discharge from the Air Force was supposed to be June 1959, but my early out freed me to find a job in July 1958.  If I had stayed on active duty for another year - that window of opportunity in the computer industry may have been gone - and I would have lost out.

All of these factors:  Psychology-leaning neighbor, Jeri, talking with Betty - Betty visiting the make-believe Air Force psychologist - my not finding any job opportunities in Denver - our visit with Betty's mom's customer on that fateful day.  So many people, circumstances, and factors came into play for me to be interviewing with Burroughs Corporation on that day in July 1958.  Even though I took an early out, officially I was not discharged from the Air Force until June 1959.  But that one year head start made all the difference.

Only God knows for sure.  But I believe that one year early head start in a career in the computer industry - was God working out His plan for my life.

I arrived in Los Angeles on Wednesday, July 23, 1958 - interviewed and was offered a job at Burroughs Corporation on Wednesday, July 30, 1958 - and began work at Burroughs Corporation Electrodata Division in Pasadena, California, on Monday, August 4, 1958.  I started working on Burroughs' new vacuum tube main frame computer system, the B-220 - and from that beginning I have worked with and met many amazing people along the way - starting with Chuck Hill. 

In the early 1960s, I installed a B-220 computer system as part of a highly classified Melpar Corporation designed system in the lower level "inner sanctum" of SAC Headquarters, Offut Air Force Base, Omaha - Headquarters of the Strategic Air Command.  This, by the way, is where they flew President Bush when America was attacked on 9-11-2001. 

While at Offut Air Base, I took a work break one afternoon and walked across the street to the Officers' Club where I had the privilege of meeting a Lt. Colonel who had been one of the bombardiers who dropped the atomic bombs on Japan.  The day I met him, he and his wife were at the Officers' Club to celebrate their wedding anniversary - and at 5:00 pm in the afternoon, he was already drunk - the psychological effect of having dropped the bomb.

Who are some of the other people I have met as a result of a long career in the computer industry?  Of course all the world knows Bill Gates and Paul Allen of Microsoft, but how about Ed Roberts whose company, MITS, was their launching pad?  Ed Roberts hired me to be their California Sales Representative giving Microcomputer Seminars and managing a network of independent Sales Rep Organization

One of those independent Sales Reps was Paul Terrell, who with his friend and partner, Floyd, created the first home computer store chain, the Byte Shop, and bought the first fifty Apple computers from Steve Jobs?  I had worked with Paul and Floyd at my previous company, Control Logic, and talked them into representing MITS.  From that the Byte Shop chain was born.

Another key person you have never heard of, but who was a key player in our space program was Beaman Brockway of Boeing in Seattle who led a team of Boeing engineers in building the NASA Flight Simulator which trained the first group of Astronauts for the critical step of atmospheric reentry.  I installed an SDS-930 (Scientific Data Systems) computer which was the heart of that simulator system - and during the six months I spent at Boeing, I got to meet the first group of Astronauts..

Circa 1965, there was a very serious Italian gentleman named Frank at North American Rockwell, Downey, whose team built a NASA Reentry Capsule Simulator around a Scientific Data Systems SDS-9300 computer system.  The computer had a recurring problem.  I was a Field Engineer for Scientific Data Systems so my boss, Pat Lydon, sent me to see what I could do to solve that problem. 

When I got there and Frank described his problem, he asked me in a very somber tone of voice, "What can you do?"  I told him, "I can troubleshoot the problem - or I can design around it."  Frank, "Which is the fastest way?"  Me, "Probably designing a solution around the problem."  Frank, "Do it!"

At about 3:00 am, I found a solution which solved the problem without causing any problems in other areas.  Situation resolved!  For the first time in about 18 hours, Frank smiled. Then we went to breakfast.  Side note:  Several years later when I was in sales, my local rep took me to see Frank in a sales situation.  Of course I asked about the fix I had put in his computer long ago.  It was still in the system.  Hey, why fool with success?

Dr. George Haynem, Director of the Computer Science Department and Dr. Bill Baker, Director of the Biomedical Engineering Department at Vanderbilt University, along with a team of doctors at Meharry Medical College of Nashville - wanted a network of computers tying the two campuses together for medical research.  I convinced them to spend one million dollars on Digital Equipment's (DEC) PDP-10 computers instead of the Scientific Data Systems computers they had planned to buy.  And along the way, we all became friends.

Ed DeCastro, co-founder of Data General Corporation, was an engineer for Digital Equipment Corporation and had come to San Jose to do a survey among leading university technology leaders in the Bay Area.  Basically his question to them was:  "Which do you need, another 18-bit computer or a new 16-bit computer?"  Virtually everyone told him, "Give us a faster 18-bit computer which is best for scientific work."

I drove Ed to the airport, and over cocktails at SFO, I asked, "What was the majority answer:  18-bit or 16-bit?"  He told me, "Almost unanimous for 18-bit."  Fast forward a few months and Ed had left Digital Equipment and co-founded Data General - to build a 16-bit computer, the Nova.  So much for listening to what customers tell you.  

Most of you do not remember; but, there was a time when the home PC and Apple computers did not exist.  In the late 1960s/early 1970s, the microcomputer was used only by companies, i.e., engineering firms, government contractors, etc. - and only the most ardent hobbyist played with one at home.    In earlier years, I had presented Logic/Computer Seminars to Digital Equipment Corporation clients and potential clients. 

Then with the advent of the microcomputer chip by Intel, I began to give Microcomputer Logic Seminars, first for a company named Control Logic out of Boston, and then for MITS in Albuquerque.  MITS is where I first met and worked with two young programmers named Bill Gates and Paul Allen (before Microsoft days).

Looking back over the fifty years I was active in the computer industry, there are literally thousands of faces whom I can see in my memory, many I can name, but some I cannot put a name to today - especially since I am trying to somewhat shorten this blog.  But all those people made my journey through the world of computers so exciting - from early birth (from vacuum tube computers, to transistor computers, to VLSI computers), to early successes and failures, to the technology used today in computers.

Working on programs related to NASA - installing a computer at theUCLA Neurological Research Center - designing and building an animal research system for the Stanford Research Psychology Department - installing a computer for the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center - and so many more.

I worked with the Project Genie team headed by Professor Wayne Lichtenberger at the University of California Berkeley, given an ARPA (Advanced Research Projects Agency) grant to develop a time sharing computer, and Melvin Pirtle (who later became Dr. Mel Pirtle, Director of NASA Ames Research Center).  My task was to modify an SDS-930 computer by adding more memory hardware to the system to accommodate their timesharing software. 

Point of interest: ARPAnet, developed by the Department of Defense in conjunction with several universities, was the precursor to the Internet we use today.

One of the most interesting people I met along the way, whenI installed a Scientific Data Systems SDS-930 computer system for him in Long Island and got to know the the man, was Harry D. Belock, who had started and put seven companies on the New York Stock Exchange.  One evening over dinner, I asked him about his major in college.  He told me he had majored in Chemistry - because, for him, that was the easiest major and he did not want to work too hard.  Chemistry, really?

In the 1960s, when the Pentagon was trying to design and build a Ground to Air Missile and was wasting a lot of time and money, Harry went to the Pentagon leaders and volunteered to clean up their design.  He did, saved the Pentagon time and money, and was awarded the U.S. Navy Distinguished Public Service Award.   
 
In the mid-1960s, the Pentagon came to Harry, who was then retired, and asked him start a new Engineering Consulting company to help them.  I installed the SDS-930 computer system which allowed him to do this at his new company in Long Island.

These are just a few of the people I met and worked with during my 50 years in the computer industry.  If I tried to name and explain all such people, this blog would become a book.  But it would be a book full of great memories - the people I met, the times I stumbled and got back up, the amazing programs I was privileged to, in one way or another, be involved in or work with - and all because God was in control, even when I did not know it.

And even with this rather long blog, there were so many fun, exciting, and often unexpected things which happened to us during our drive from Southern California to Norfolk, Virginia.  But, again, had I tried to share all those memories - this would have been a book and not a blog.

SUMMATION:

What would I have done if I had waited until 1959 to leave the Air Force - and the window of opportunity in the computer industry had closed for me? 

Would there still have been an opportunity to work for the Los Angeles Police Department?  Maybe I would have worked in a bank or retail store, or maybe worked repairing televisions, etc.  I do not know, and praise God, I don't have to worry about that now.  All I know is that God opened that window of opportunity, I took it, and along the way I have had an amazing journey.

THANK YOU, GOD, for you truly blessed the life of Bill Gray long before I became a believer.  But, being omniscient, You knew all the mistakes I would make on my journey to being a true Christian believer in 1987, a true child of God, and even the many stumbles and mistakes I would make, even after believing.   THANK YOU, GOD!

God bless, have a wonderful, blessed day,

Bill Gray
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